Sunday, June 28, 2009

Being in One's Soul

I've just begun reading Bill Plotkin's Nature and the Human Soul, Cultivating Wholeness and Community in a Fragmented World, and especially like his saying that "a person is in her soul, or at least potentially can be, rather than saying that her soul is in her." Our continual evolution toward seeking this "ultimate place" or soul in life he likens to an "evolving conversation" through which "both the person and the world are changed."

This reminded me of something I learned from Wolf Hardin, who talks of how our appreciation of nature, our loving and experiencing it, is a recriprocal process----not only do we gain pleasure in and from nature, but nature becomes more fully sentient through our appreciation of it. Thus, not only do we feel gratitude for nature's bountiful beauty, nature feels gratitude for our appreciation!

As a child of nine or ten, I remember lying in bed at night, looking up at my hands spread in the air, moving my fingers, marveling at my hands' construction. I felt that I had streamers of light emanating from my fingers, but I didn't have words for those feelings at the time.

Only now am I coming to understand that this feeling is a part of my learning about my soul and coming to inhabit it more fully. What a beautiful way to see life, as a progression toward this ultimate habitat of nature-woven soul.

Crater Lake National Park: