Wednesday, August 31, 2011

The Wind

In a journal I kept at 20, I copied a poem by May Swenson, one I still love:

Hearing the Wind at Night

I heard the wind coming,
transferred from tree to tree.
I heard the leaves
swish, wishing to be free

to come with the wind, yet wanting to stay
with the boughs like sleeves.
The wind was a green ghost.
Possessed of tearing breath

the body of each tree
whined, a whipping post,
then straightened and resumed
its vegetable oath.

I heard the wind going
and it went wild.
Somewhere the forest threw itself
into tantrum like a child.

I heard the trees tossing
in punishment or grief,
then sighing and soughing,
soothing themselves to sleep.

Lines from this poem frequently come to me, especially in windy weather, and sure enough, all my plans for today came to naught because Kipper and I were almost blown off the top of the long flight of stairs down to the beach and instead turned back home. . . where I made a couple of butterflies to send to the Houston Holocaust Museum via Canada (thanks to Christine, who recommended I look at HeartSongs, where I saw the project's logo), another example of the seemingly simple yet immensely complex web of associations (through The Web, of course) through which we connect to each other.

And to further illustrate this synchronicity of connectivity, today began with my realizing that writing as relationship----whether in learning more about oneself or in relating with and to others----feels so true that I don't feel compelled to argue with myself about it. . . not now, anyway. (Yes, I realize that "writing as an aspect of relationship" is a truism, but even the obvious sometimes doesn't feel true unless one can personally relate.)



4 comments:

  1. Wow, Chris - very nice! I love your phrase: "the synchronicity of connectivity." I have found that very true for myself, as well as what you also say, that one has to personally experience something for it to become true personally...

    Lovely butterflies! Christine

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  2. Thanks, Christine. Sometimes I realize I write/speak in a kind of code; it's nice when it actually communicates! :-)

    The note I'm sending with the butterflies will say, "The yellow butterfly does not fly alone." Can you imagine a million and a half butterflies (and also, of course, the sad underside of those)?

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  3. Dearest Chris, Thank you so much for sending your beautiful butterflies via my home enroute to the museum. They arrived this afternoon, in pristine condition along with your beautiful handwritten note. Bless you! I will be taking photographs of them early next week and will then post them on my blog for all to see.

    Trudi

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  4. Thank you for collecting the wings and making them fly, Trudi!

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